"When a man dwells in his mind on the object of sense, attachment to them is produced. From attachment springs desire and from desire comes anger."
"From anger arises bewilderment, from bewilderment loss of memory; and from loss of memory, the destruction of intelligence and from the destruction of intelligence he perishes"
- Bhagavad Gita
It took me a lot of self control and changes to control my anger. To my surprise i was getting pretty good at it. I believe that i have harvested quite a lot of patience and nowadays it takes a LOT to get me angry.
For some stupid reason i lost my temper in the last few weeks, lost it after a real real long time if i may add....and the price i have to pay for that...there IS no price for what i have lost!
I am gonna regret losing my temper at THIS PARTICULAR point for all my life to come...the sad part is i don't even have the opportunity to redeem myself for my stupidity...real sad.
Here's hoping for the day when i can redeem myself from my one BIG mistake in a long time...
Bottomline, my patience is gonna be a hell lot improved...i doubt if i will ever get angry again...oh boy! if i do...there will be nobody to save me from the downward spiral...
Testing Testing...123
All my emotions have been reduced to these four symbols
10-Feb-2009 11:41pm
"There was supposed to be an 'earth shattering' kaboom" -Marvin the martian
hehe funny little guy, wish he was with me on April 15th, i would have shown him the 'earth shattering' kaboom
I have no clue, idea, hope etc etc on how i will get back to normal life from this kaboom.
Hope was supposed to be the only thing which could take life forward.....hmmpf wonder what this means now after April 15th
Kubler-Ross cycle, i actuallly thot i had an escape route...how silly of me :)
A French automobile company and a Japanese automobile company joint venture asking for a Japanese tech company for support employing indian engineers trained by UK engineers asking them to turn to US for tech related queries. Talk about globalization :)
This post was to come out yesterday...but the absolute hatred towards the fact that i have to say goodbye to bangalore held me back from putting it up. I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hated leaving my beloved bangalore and that too to 'Chennai'.
Anyways Time is merciless when it comes to us mortal humans...it kept on moving at its reckless pace and the day eventuallly came and lo am here in chennai for god knows how long.
I am a little surprised at how i feel about all this...coz i have been doing this all my life, i mean changing places...prolly i wasnt mature enough to understand what exactly it means to leave behind a town, the friends you made there...but i wish my experience at shifting cities helps me to blend into chennai.
Oh Blog, wish me luck!!!!
